embarrassée

I'm feeling embarrassed today. I don't want to go into all the details. Just. I chose one set of friends over the other, but the other set of friends chose the friends I chose over. And, now I feel disappointed, second best (which is exactly what I did to the first set of friends, so what goes around comes around), and... sad. I'm hoping that saying it here will make it realized so that I can learn from it and move on instead of still feeling these feelings. I don't particularly care for them.