Saturday, April 09, 2005
Butterfly effect
Is it true that if you believe you can make something happen then it will happen? This morning I spent a few hours carefully crafting letters to politicians requesting that my buddy be brought home from training rather than be mobilized to his tour of duty in Iraq. I haven't mailed the letters yet because the mail had already arrived before I finished my letters, and because I am asking his family's permission to send these letters in case they don't want me to for fear that he will suffer repercussions from my efforts.
But, I am so delusional that I am convinced my letters are going to bring him home. Could that possibly happen? Could my detailed letter showing his decline over the past month really convince someone in power to release him from his hell? There is a twinge in my brain that says, "why would they release this soldier and not every soldier? what makes him so special?" My answer to that side of my brain is so complex and deeply confidential, a secret between a soldier and his trusted friend, but a secret that he has allowed me to share with these politicians who can decide the next twist and turn in his life's path. I am keeping my fingers crossed that the stars align and I am the butterfly who stirs up the gale force wind that carries him home.
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3 comments:
i hate to be the bearer of bad news, but being married to someone in the service, i feel like i can say with some understanding that those letters will never work. i even asked my husband if there was any chance and he said "of course not!" like it was stupid of me to even ask. there are ways for your buddy to get sent home, but none of them involve your best wishes and efforts.
i hope your friend comes back along with my friends and every mother's child.
Thanks for the reality check. I'm sending the letters anyway. I know intellectually they won't do any good, but my heart has hope so I have to try.
i don't blame you one bit. it never hurts to try. just keep your heart on the ground.
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